Close encounter

“…uh…uh…uh…”
I cocked an ear to the soft sound that was not quite a snort, but more like a nasally glottal stop. It’s a sound that I’d heard in the distance before, but this sounded a bit closer. I suspected it was one of the little fox chiding me for missing their dinner. Though slightly remorseful for my forgetfulness, I continued to clean the growing algae out the 2 birdbaths and water trough. I had decided not to look around to find the source of the sound for fear of spooking whoever was lurking in the understory.
“…uh…uh…uh…”
This not-bark was a little closer still, as I heard it over the water filling the trough. Intrigued as I was, I continued with my chore and while the trough was filling I spread the deer feed on the rock shelf. I pulled the hose from the trough and while turning to pull it back to the hanger and turn it off I spied Simon inching closer to me. He was perhaps 6 feet away and when he saw that he had my attention…finally…he sat down in his most patient of fox poses.
“Hey boy - hungry?” I said softly. He moved a bit closer and sat down again.
I put the hose away and went into the house for fox food, trying to keep my movements as unexaggerated as possible. It’s the first time he’s been this close while I was actually doing something, although he’d been that close while I was sitting very still on the deck. I looked in the basket by the door for the food, but it was empty. Ah! I had remembered to take some out of the freezer earlier so as I passed by the bay window in search of bread I saw Simon following my every move.
Grabbing the bag of hoagie rolls – the special at the time at the day old bread store – I thought about all the bread we’ve bought in the last year. The proprietor asked one day about how many kids we were feeding. I said, “Kits, not kids.” She looked perplexed, so I clarified, “Fox.” Still looking puzzled she handed me my change. I chose not to clarify our eccentricity any further.
Normally I break up a couple of rolls and toss them in the fox’s general direction. Given how calm Simon was and the remarkable reduction in his flight distance I decided to sit on the edge of the deck and tossed a piece just a few feet out. Simon wasted no time in retrieving the piece and then retreating a bit ate the morsel. In his wake was a unique animal perfume, Simon’s sillage – wild and a little musky - earthy, leaving no doubt as to his woodland origin. He returned to the place where the piece of roll had been tossed and sat again. I was awestruck at being this close to this creature whose closeness had only been defined in a telephoto lens. His dark brown eyes were stunning and his gaze was without guile.
“You’re a good boy,” I said. Dropping the piece a little beyond arm’s length I asked, “How about a little closer, mmm?” Relaxed as a domestic dog, he stood and took a step forward and retrieved the piece; retreating as he did previously to eat. He returned to the same spot as before and we repeated the process. I decided to hold the 4th piece out to him and not drop it on the ground. He just sat there, patiently watching me. I was clear he wasn’t going to take it until I dropped it and as soon as I did Simon calmly and gently retrieved it and stepped away. I put the remaining pieces on the ground, not wanting to push or jinx the moment and he gathered them up, instinctively knowing that this was the last, and trotted off into the woods, prancing with high steps, high tail and a full mouth.
What a gorgeous creature and how very fortunate I was to be that close – close enough to see the movement in his eyes as he watched me, the slight flaring of his nostrils as he breathed and the barest twitch of his whiskers. It was a serendipitous moment. Time will tell if it can be repeated or if there will ever be a level of trust that will allow him to take the food from my hand. I suspect that one of the facilitators of this particular time was that none of the other fox were about, so there was no competition for the food. They are usually very wary of their sly brethren. Time will tell. What an interesting trust!















